Normally, I don't really talk about my own personal problem, but I think you guys who follow me should know a little something about me.
Currently, I have been diagnosed with Depression. But if you were to ask me how long I've been Depressed, I couldn't give you an exact point in time as it goes far back before my mother's death due to illness. What was happening at that time was not only my mother's illness, but a lot of family and court issues (I’m not going to go into detail for mainly private reasons and the fact I was very young and had no idea what was going on in court). These issues both lead to my father's and my own Depression. My father, thankfully, had his taken care of, while I on the other had kept it bottled up inside, hoping it'd go away. This proved to be a very bad idea as it is now affected my everyday life. It’s made me become very cynical, bitter, and sad person. I know it doesn't seem like I'm that way, as I try to be a very nice person to those around me, but trust me, when you really get to know me, I am a very negative person.
This has also affected my hobbies and life goals. I am a cartoonist, as well as amateur seamstress and jewelry maker. These things used to keep me occupied in order to ignore the problem lucking inside me. This didn’t really work, as it began to drain my willingness to the point where I couldn’t bring myself to do my work. This is one for the main reasons I took request. It gave me something to do. If I couldn’t lift myself up with my work, maybe I could bring someone else up. It always made me feel a little better knowing I could make someone happy with what I could do.
Sadly, my Depression has gotten in my way nowadays that it’s interfering with even that. So with no other options, I told my father, and now getting the help I’ve needed for some time. Currently, I’ve been given an anti-depressant (it’s a very low dosage, which I’m very glad for…. I’m not a huge fan of meds), and may go in for consoling.
I just felt you all should know about this. And for those who know me personally…. I’m sorry I never told you. I just didn’t want you all to worry about me. Hopefully, with the help I’m going to get, I’ll be able to get back to my work and bring you all more and better pieces of, well, whatever I make. It will take some time, but don’t worry too much. I’ll be back, and with more determination to finish the projects I’ve been talking about since forever.
Eye: Deco blue
Skin: French Grey 30% (the bottom part of her legs are french grey 60%)
Special Talent: Crafting weapons. ( Cutie mark colors are Coll Grey 10%, French Grey 90%, and Lilac)
Cutie Mark: A shield with a French grey 90% and Lilac bar on top and a French grey 90% heart in the middle. (This was a combination to two Scottish coat of arms, the Keith Clan and the Faulkner Clan)
Backstory: Cadance was born in the human world, and lived in the mountains with her parents. One night when she was really young, her house had caught on fire and she ran through the forest to get help. But while she was running, she ended up falling into the portal that lead to the magical world of Equestria. Unfortunately, when she went through, something went wrong in the transformation.The lower half of her body turned pony, while her upper part stayed human. While wondering around alone, she was found by a blacksmith pony named Iron Hoof. When she told him what happened, he adopted her and gave her the name of Shining Candace. While growing up as a Centaur, the Princesses got wind of her, and didn't know if she was safe to be around, thanks to Tirek. But after seeing she was a little kid and couldn't do magic of any kind, they decided she wasn't a threat, and left her alone.
As she got older, she learned about cuties marks and wanted to see if she could earn one, despite not being a full pony. At first she thought her cutie mark would have to do with being a blacksmith, and she was good at it, but that wasn't really working out. But one day, as she was exploring with Iron Hoof, she found some old ruins with weapons which really peaked her interest. She brought some of the weapons back with her and looked into the history of them as she recreated them. When she was done, she showed Iron Hoof who was quiet impressed with her work, as at the time she was still a child, and saw she earned her cutie mark. When she was old enough, she moved into the mountainous areas of Equestria, starting her business of weapon crafting.
Cadance has a thirst for knowledge, and travels around Equestria to sell her weapons or to learn about new weapons. She has interacted with the princesses, as a weapons supplier for the royal guard. Her best friend is a red and brown Pegasus named Radiance or Rae for short (owned by Redcheshire97).
Pros - kind, calm, focused, open minded to new ideas, social, and at times goofy.
Cons - stubborn, can hold grudges, and can be a bit clumsy when she isn't paying attention.
Current Residence: here... where else?|
Favourite genre of music: anything i can understand
Favourite style of art: anime
Skin of choice: .
Favourite cartoon character: who else... Eddy
Personal Quote: the world sucks, but you don't have to.